Zig-Zag Tales - I

Some resons why I thought of killing myself somedays back ( Shocked ?? It's true.)

1. I hate myself.
2. I hate myself, coz I have to do something what millions of other people can do comfortably.
3. I hate myself, coz I dun so something to get out of the frame I discussed about in point 2.
4. I hate myself, coz I cant sleep till late.
5. I hate myself, cozI have to go to office every weekday.
6. I hate myself, coz I cant have fun with friends when I want to.( I know that's kiddish , I've grown up by now)
7. I hate myself, coz I cant meet some1 I want to despearately.
8. I hate myself, coz I cant study, I want to, just dont feel like doing that.
9. I hate myself, coz I took so long to complete IWOL.
10. I hate myself, coz I cant listen to Pink Floyd all the time.
11. I hate myself whenever I read ICON.
12. I hate myself, coz I no more play Age Of Empires.
13. I hate myself, coz people have started thinking more abt money and less abt thr life , and I am no exception.
14. I hate myself, cozI know I'm going to have a family after few days and fewer friends.
15. I hate myself, coz even if I dun plan to have a family, every1 else will.
16. I hate myself, coz I cant spend some days at "CROSS ROADS".
17. I hate myself, coz to spend the day out of office idling out , i need permissions.
18. I hate myself, coz having a job I think like point 17.
19. I hate myself, coz I cant feed pigeons on the middle of Brigade Road.
20. I hate myself, coz I pretend a lot.
21. I hate myself, coz I get helpless sometimes.
22. I hate myself, coz I dint prepare well for IITs.
23. I hate myself, coz I am not preparing for GRE.
24. I hate myself, coz people assume a lot, and somewhere these assumptions screws me up.
25. I hate myself, coz I kill a lot of time.
26. I hate myself, coz knowing that I kill a lot of time, I dun do anything.
27. I hate myself, coz because people very important to me tell me so much to do, and I dont follow them.
28. I hate myself, coz I broke promises.
29. I hate myself, coz I know I am breaking my parent's trust.
30. I hate myself, coz I can't play the Sax.
31. I hate myself, coz I cant make myself transparent enough for people to see whats within me.
32. I hate myself, coz people forget me.
33. I hate myself, coz I look for sympathy sometimes.
34. I hate myself, coz I am what I am.
35. I hate myself, coz I say "Yes" when I want to say "No".
36. I hate myself, coz I get confused when I see more than 3 loops.
37. I hate myself, coz I am not a what I am.
38. I hate myself, coz I am pretending to be myself.
39. I hate myself, coz I am too lucky, I get things easily.
40. I hate myself, coz I am writing this blog.


I thought God wants me to die a bit late just becuase I quit smoking, so I dint kill myself.

And I hate myself for coming up with reasons when I cant do stuff.



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