Turning 28 !!

It seems little unbelievable. I am almost the same age, that I feared will make me old. The good part being I am equally irresponsible as I was when I was 22. How does it feel? Suffocating, because I am at the crossroads of life, where I dun know which road my life will take professionally or personally. I dun know where I will be next year this time and doing what. When I was 22, I had perceived the American Dream. Now I am living the epilogue. I dreamed to own a Mac, I have 1. I dreamed to be in the glitter of a big American city, writing this from Los Angeles. Have I done enough. Did I dream big ? Or is fulfilling any dream a beautiful self overwhelming process in itself ?


P.S. I started this blog when I was about to turn 28. I am publishing when I am about to turn 32 :) Speaks for itself.

"Happy"ness

[1/16/15, 6:08:02 PM] Ameet Nanda: I feel good today
[1/16/15, 6:08:10 PM] Ameet Nanda: not because I am screwed
[1/16/15, 6:08:24 PM] Ameet Nanda: not because I have made my wife very unhappy
[1/16/15, 6:08:33 PM] Ameet Nanda: nor because I flunked an exam
[1/16/15, 6:10:15 PM] Ameet Nanda: I felt nice watching the sun set, because I know today is a Friday and my wife will be with me for next 2 days, I know that if I put little more effort, I can get to the top, I think I understood few things about myself, I feel like little chatty just for no reason, I feel like writing....I feel I have a motive in life, chase sunsets, watch them, get happy and write down things