Boyz don't cry .

It has been time since i last blogged.But then that happens with me. Initially i found it to be loads of fun , i mean blogging. Then i thought , grrrr man , blogging is so boring. Now reading one of my previous posts i feel like adding a new post.


Last night , was the last time i bashed some1 , in the gap of 2 years. Well what do i do , the victim i thought , was kind off pain in my @ss since the last 6 months. Anyways , first of all 'Happy Birthday Mrutyunjaya', its your b'day today , when i am writing this blog . And then after hitting , rather bashing him up, there were the other fellas , ready to shed their , mebbe , frustration.Then the usual cake from Mongini's which had 'M J , Virginity Personified' written on it clearly , the cake cutting thingy . After everythign was over , there was a time when me, Kaushik and Mrutyunjaya were there in the room . Something in me told me i should hug a badly beaten MJ, and i did that.Well thats when i got the tears , not xactly tears but a moistened eye and heart. I suddenly realised that this was the last time i am going to hug him on a b'day, if not , then it certainly can be the last time. I suddenly realised that everything is going to be converted to memories only , i suddenly realised that the 2 faces i had been seeing for most of the time in my life in the last 4 years(not exactly) , i wont be seeing them again after a few days , well i may , but chances are that i may not. i would no more find MJ on the bed next to mine , when i will get up every morning , if i get up then.


I will miss a nagging MJ , a sweetheart Kaushik, a cool Lucky , a mischievious Nishant , a smoking Susu , a lethargic Dhiraj , my favorite DJ Jojo , a crazy Golak , a self-proclaimed true Aries Sayan , a full of energy Riju , a cool dude and geeky Lapat , the very formal Aditya, a true Bengali Sandi (:P) , an inquisitive Shyamal , a bro in Chetan, the ever comical Sunil, Deepak, a true insomniac Dhawan , a psycho MR, a true java coder Nishith, a slow Mitesh 'Tom' Sahu , a very responsible and PJ king Barik , a bubbly Lipu , a champ gamer Rohan , a sweet sweet Kuheli , an ever-smiling Jassi , a plump Rosy (:D) , a perfect Supi , fatman Sila , a handu Aman , ohhhhhhhh , Bijay , Jaggu , Abhishek , Pusparag , Brati , Ruby , Debu , Swarup , Anand , Subhra , i will miss u all , and all my other frnds .


See , i am getting emotional again , but then the world is governed by certain rules , one of which is NoLF . Whats NoLF , find out in my upcoming blogs . Well as everything is set for the final few days , i remember just 1 thing , from a novel of a very close frnd. 'If partitions are reality , re-unions are destiny'. They say Boys' dont cry , but the next time some1 asks me when did i cry i have an answer. My b'day , my last b'day . And the next time , when i leave college , ... forever ...